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Thursday, July 24th, 2003

(6 left me lonely | do you care?)

Subject:good bye all...
Time:1:49 pm.
Mood: calm.
well, im finally gonna get packin. see you kids on the flip side.

Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003

(5 left me lonely | do you care?)

Subject:im such a slacker... packing, what?
Time:11:02 pm.
Mood: amused.
i need to be packing right now... but im not. ahhh.

thank you to shawna for making me new icons... thank you to brittany for the old ones... just needed a change... new icons shall be up soon. im quite excited to see them.

leaving friday. eh. no one really cares.

oh man. have to drop the fish off tomorrow. and pack, and buy road trip food, and clean out the car, and do laundry, and clean my room.... oh snap.

mmmm. i need to get some booty tonight. to bad theres no one to give it to me.

Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003

(9 left me lonely | do you care?)

Subject:another day closer. another day away.
Time:12:28 pm.
Mood:my tummy hurts.
no one is awake. honestly. i was up by 1045. its 1230. jeez. oh well. um so today. i think we're soaking up cancer. yea i think that was the plan. time to get out kathleens smallest swimsuit bottoms and top that comes off from the back. thats tanning material.

ok, so why are guys so confusing? they say that girls are but i am like an open book. i am hiding nothing. no feelings hidden. its like. if i sat there and cried my eyes out in front of you, id probably hear "is something bothering you? are you crying?". thats what i don't understand. i give off signal after signal. and grrrrr.

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Time:11:48 am.
Mood: giggly.
ok so the idea was that me and sabs were going to have an on line conversation with our eyes closed... it was, uh, interesting...

Kskater05: how are you?
Kskater05: oh really?
Kskater05: i didn't think minkeys did that?
fadeing stars: kaltheen why are you so funny
Kskater05: then he what?
Kskater05: sabs i think you should get outta there
fadeing stars: i smell a gym sock
fadeing stars: pee you
Kskater05: its really worrying me
Kskater05: i understand that you love the monkey
Kskater05: but this has gone too far
Kskater05: too far and too long
fadeing stars: my dogs name is harry
Kskater05: how long?
Kskater05: id say a few feet too long
fadeing stars: harry kotis
Kskater05: but i f you got outta there earlier it would have been only one foot or so
Kskater05: yea thats right i dais it
Kskater05: im not ognna lie
fadeing stars: hahahaha i just read all that
fadeing stars: i couldn't contain much longer
fadeing stars: that is too funny about the monkey
Kskater05: you need to stop playing with rabid monkeys
Kskater05: and to give him a knife

Monday, July 21st, 2003

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Subject:this road trip will be nothing less then amazing...
Time:7:26 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
oh man. im leaving soon. but, even though its going to be crazy getting ready to go, and im going to miss some people, i need it. just me and you. all the way buddy. i honestly can't think of a better way to spend vacation. when i get back theres warped tour. then flogging molly. and the summer is almost over. its sad really.

oh, by the way, i found my hemp. yea that was a waste of $12 canadian. i found a lot too. made a necklace. i think i'll start wearing it along with the rest.

i should start packing... even though i don't leave till friday, i have no other chance... instead im just sitting around.

(2 left me lonely | do you care?)

Subject:to my favorite sabrina...
Time:12:44 am.
Mood: giggly.

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Subject:oooo fire
Time:12:08 am.
Mood: crazy.
and the small child says to me, "its so hard to find a family man when all the sensitive ones are eaten..."
i won't even say what the response to that was... to mean to people i know.

well kids the road trip is on. i leave friday afternoon. i come back about a week or so later. just in time for warped tour.

i forgot to tell you all. i have a newfound respect for detroit crowds. after going to a show out side of detroit, i just realized, they don't have the enthusiasm or passion of a detroit crowd. it makes me proud.

Sunday, July 20th, 2003

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Subject:all i ever seem to do is hurt people.
Time:4:37 pm.
sorry if i ever hurt you.

sorry if i ever thought about hurting you.

sorry if i love you.

Friday, July 18th, 2003

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Subject:congrats sabs... you passed.
Time:11:04 pm.
Mood: blah.
i am at my grandma and grandpas... they let me do anything i want here. anything. grandma made me spaghetti and an ice cream sundae. grandpa set up his computer for me and they told me to sit down and watch some tv. now thats something you just don't get at home.

so much craziness. im not sure what to think of anything anymore. that may sound emo, but i assure you, im just confused.

yea. so i admit. it would be nice to have a boyfriend. and i don't have one. wanna make somethin of it?

foo fighters tomorrow. oh the excitement. that was not sarcasm. just too tired for exclamation points.

um yea. so who really wants our band to work? me. so kids... we need to practice. maybe when me and angela get back? that would be sweet. sabs, bosh, call me about this...

i have to get up early tomorrow. ick. but grandma will probably make me a big breakfast. mmmmm. im not usually this into food. but grandmas breakfast?!?! who can pass that up?

Wednesday, July 16th, 2003

(3 left me lonely | do you care?)

Subject:its weird to think that you're still alive and you still have fun. without us.
Time:10:27 pm.
Mood: happy.
i got to spend time with meaghan today! yay! we went for a bike ride, like we always do, then i taught her some guitar. it was great. she was the best beginner guitarist i have ever taught, or attempted to teach for that matter. never picked up a guitar and i taught her to play a song (rythem, chords, picking, and all) in less then a half hour. shes going to come back for more "lessions".

ann arbor art fair tomorrow. call me if you want to go.

Tuesday, July 15th, 2003

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Subject:i need someone who cares... now.
Time:11:42 am.
Mood: crushed.
yesterday feels like i dreamed it. but i know i didn't. its weird. i don't know.

when i need to talk to someone, they're not around. when i don't want to talk to someone, i get a phone call.

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Subject:well today was... eventful?
Time:1:25 am.
Mood: anxious.
i feel i have to tell you this. but i really don't want to. but you need to know. damn.

Friday, July 11th, 2003

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Time:9:31 pm.
Mood: awake.
oh man. i got yelled at today for shutting myself in my room with company over. so i sat. on the couch. by the company. and no one noticed i was even there so i decided "screw this" and i left. workin on my santeria solo. intense.

when i come online and someone left me a nice message, it makes me smile. giggle. oh man. that just makes my day. :)

im such a loser. i know it. you know it. now lets just all accept it.

(1 left me lonely | do you care?)

Time:6:13 am.
its my little brothers birthday. i love the little guy. although sometimes... naw. just kidding. hes my favorite.

oh man. i woke up early enough for coffee this morning... mmmmmm. they can't drink it all in an hour. its mine! score!

so kerry got 6 jones this morning and an IOU for a concert. im thinking flogging molly will be pretty sweet for a first concert. he loves em.

going out to breakfast this morning...in my new pants! WHOO HOO! not my old jeans that are too big but not in the cool baggy way. big in the "she must have lost 20 ibs!" way... i didn't. they were just always too big. oh well. whatever.

oh man. didn't get into the switchfoot concert last night... we must have been way to late. some advice... if theres a free concert advertised on the raido... get there early. so we just went to the bean and hung out.

(1 left me lonely | do you care?)

Subject:we make me sick...
Time:12:41 am.
Mood: giggly.
Kskater05: did it come to you in a dream?
Britbabe2424: yes it was magical
Kskater05: oooo was there a unicorn by chance?
Britbabe2424: there are always unicorns in my dream
Britbabe2424: and meadows
Kskater05: ooo and puppies?
Britbabe2424: just two of em
Kskater05: are you skipping through the meadows?
Kskater05: with the puppies?
Britbabe2424: yes and i have a wond
Britbabe2424: yes the puppies are taking me to the secret club of cool people
Kskater05: ooooo is there a password for the club?
Britbabe2424: i cant tell you

Thursday, July 10th, 2003

(11 left me lonely | do you care?)

Subject:i'll end up crying broken tears with a smile on my face for the rest of my life beacause of you...
Time:7:00 pm.
Mood:not depressed, thats for sure.
oh man. just to let everyone know... there are happy people in the world. yes there are.

so yea. i went shopping for a pair of jeans today. oh man is that crazy. its a science. it really is. for example. your size can have a range of up to 5 different numbers. thats right ladies and gentilemen. 5. then theres the color. because you wouldn't want a dark pair if you're serching for a light pair. another thing is, you don't want a "worn in" looking pair... i can put holes in my jeans without your help thankyouverymuch. there are a few questions you want to ask yourself when you find a pair that meets these standards...
1. do they make my butt look abnormally large?
2. do they make me look strangely short/tall?
3. if i bend over, do i show any crack?
these are important factors in buying jeans. i myself tried on a good 20 pair or so. but i then realized that the 2nd pair of jeans i tried on worked for me...

oh man. i got jeans and another pair of pants thanks to angela...
mom- why don't you get a pair of those pants that angela was wearing, those were cute...

brothers birthday tomorrow... im thinkin a box of jones sodas and a ticket to flogging molly.

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Subject:i hate you AND the phone doesn't work... just got up and today already sucks...
Time:2:13 pm.
Mood: angry.
oh man. my phone is dead broken. no one can call, i can call no one. why don't i have a cell phone? cause im dumb. well. i might be going to the switchfoot concert if i can ever get a hold of anyone. jeez. this is bad. bad bad bad. oh well. everythings gonna be ok (new little motto-y thing to control my anger... it works!).

should i be getting ready for this show? naw. it can't start for a while. i think i'll get some breakfast. (breakslow hehe).

I LOVE UNRELIABLE PEOPLE!!! (a bit of sarcasm in that one)

Wednesday, July 9th, 2003

(1 left me lonely | do you care?)

Subject:i never really wrote about my day with chid...
Time:6:29 pm.
Mood: content.
walking to the park. it was just like when we thought of scraped knees when someone said pain. "should we go the sidewalk way, or through the back?". sit on the swings for a bit. create your own breeze on such a hot day. i'll push you on the tire swing if you push me. not caring about the chocolate cake and wendys until then. except now our little talks hold more maturity. or maybe less. i never could tell. we used to talk of being rockstars and the boys in our class that we liked. now we just joke about being rockstars and how badly it hurts to look at the boys we like. so many wasted feelings. you have fun on the playground. i'll lay here on this plastic dinosaur thing and comtemplate life. an unlikely spot. the summer wind dries sweat from my back as i listen to you play. it feels good after all the running around that we did. "chidman. you want to walk to the store to buy things for smoothies?". in that moment i realized, everything is going to be fine. no one can hurt me as long as i don't let them.

i love ya chid.

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Subject:one thing... just one thing.
Time:4:43 pm.
Mood: aggravated.
all you had to do was be home a little before 5. i have a guitar lession. my lessions are very important to me. they make me happy. are you home in time? no. of course not.

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Subject:arrrgah. i wish our president didn't look like a shaved monkey...
Time:3:11 pm.
Mood: hungry.
someone help me. im so bored but i can't do anything until 6. grrrrr. i should be learning the solo from santeria but i can't seem to figure parts out. and its not fitting in a scale patteren that i can see. oh man. i need some pain killers or something. i don't know why. i just feel like something hurts.

so i had a strange dream last night. i don't want to post it though. afraid that if i talk about it, it may come true.

good news: the phone works again. yay!

bad news: i ran out of popsicles :(

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